And so begins a very emotional experience for me- my
last email written to you in the mission field. This week was definitely one of
the hardest of my mission, lots of opposition to deal with and heartbreak, but
many good life lessons learned.
The week began pretty well. We spent
some time on P-day at the headquarters of Volkwagen and that was pretty
cool.They have a factory that is over a kilometer long and just all sorts of
cool stuff. I figured walking may be even more difficult at the end of the week,
so I just wanted to get out and walk around. VW owns like all 11 of the biggest
car companies in Europe except for BMW and Mercedes, but Porsche, Lambourghini,
Bugatti, Audi and loads of other ones all belong to VW so it´s kind of like
getting to tour the Death Star when you head to Autostadt in Wolfsburg. It was
relaxing though and in the evening we met with a really cool new golden
investigator. Tuesday was packed with appointments as we tried to meet with
everybody before my surgery. It was so cool, made a new baptismal date with a
golden investigator and had just a really really really cool lesson. He is just
devouring the Book of Mormon and it´s just so cool to see people prepared and
hungering for the gospel. Wednesday was my last district meeting and I gave my
last Thema as a district leader. I thought it was my last workshop on the
mission, but then the ZL´s called and gave me their half hour time slot at
ZoCo, so I still have one more in me. ;) It was super super weird though. I´ve
given close to 40 workshops as a DL (I tallied up just recently) and the last of
anything is always weird for me. I remember tearing up taking the name off my
locker at work at the pool, and this whole scenario is like that times about 100
at the moment. I give my finisher testimony at next ZoCo and I´m the only one
leaving out of the 2 zones oddly, so it´s going to be a pretty emotional
experience for more. I´ve spent so much time getting to know, memorizing, and
teaching all of these missionaries and I can't imagine it coming to an end. I
should probably just stop counting all these "lasts" but I just can´t seem too.
Wednesday was the day of my operation. Everything went pretty smooth.
The doctor was really cool and was explaining to me everything he was doing.
Shots in your toe hurt like the devil, but other than that it went relatively
smoothly. He had to take out a bit more than he thought though and went pretty
deep. He totally let me look at it though and I pretty much almost fainted.
Afterwards he asked me if I wanted a sick note for work, and I replied, "My boss
doesn't accept sick notes," and pointed upwards and we all had a good laugh and a
good conversation about the gospel. Everything went down hill from there though
over the next couple days. The pain medications didn't work and the next 2 nights
I couldn't sleep and just had to writhe around all night and day. They were two
of the longest of my life. Finally we got a doctor to come over from the ward,
and everything was pretty inflamed and the infection was still there. Long story
short, lots of medication and antibiotics were given, and today has been the
first day I can hobble around without crutches. Sunday I managed to get into a
member's car and spoke in sacrament meeting, but it was one of the hardest
meetings of my life. Afterwards I got swarmed by members wanting to help though
and we´re going to be taken care of. I think everything is slowly finally
starting to mend a bit, but the next 2 days will decide a lot. It´s been sooo
hard to stay away from the work the past couple days, but I´m trying to take it
and learn from it. I´ve repented of my pride of not asking for a sick blessing
sooner and allowing myself to be helped and the more I do the better things get.
I just really hope things are better by Wednesday for ZoCo.
that major setback, this last week is set up pretty nicely. We have a LOT
of people to visit and a LOT to do. The days should fly by. I just hope there´s
enough time to take it all in. Thank you all so much for you love and support
which has sustained me constantly throughout my mission when I thought I couldn't
go any further. You´re so wonderful- thank you so much for everything. It´s
still not over, but these last two years mean everything to me. They say Abraham
needed to sacrifice his son to learn something about Abraham. I´m positive that
one reason God sends us on missions is so that we can learn lessons about
ourselves. I´ve enjoyed it thoroughly! I took my mission and invested
everything, and reaped more than I could have possibly calculated in return.
People say they wouldn't trade the world for their mission. I understand what
they mean, but in another perspective I did trade the world, and it was the best
trade I ever made. I have a testimony of the work, of His Goodness. Never
question Him for a second- it´s the worst mistake you can make! I love you all
so much and can´t wait to see you next week! Have a great week and bis dann!